I dont know why I write these now, it seems more of a chore than a purge. I think I'm fine now there isnt anything or anyone bothering me, I'm good. I have no idea how long this will last but for now I'm avoiding drama and anything that may bring me down. So parties and fun times is the aim. And I'll restart my life in Newcastle. Although one thing that is bothering me is that I want FOOD! Oh and money but only to buy pretty things to make me pretty.